my room is cold

Ugh, I fell asleep repeatedly in my last class... after a double-shot.... uh-oh. That's probably a really bad thing.

Is that rain? or is that snow? The weather has been so confused these last couple weeks. My physics professor commented on the grass being confused. When we came back to Verm. on Monday afternoon, all the grass was brown, and today it's green again!!! :D Speaking of physics, I'm pretty sure I rocked my physics exam today. It was pretty much the first physics submission that felt good in oh... about a year.
Only 2 more labs.... only 2 more labs... only 2 more labs.

Omg! Did you know that the student-loan industry exceeds $85 billion a year!!! As a side-note, in order to spend one billion dollars, one would have to spend $50,000 dollars per day until retirement. holy shit.

Soda pop is gross.

My lit teacher asked me a bit ago what I was "really good at". To be completely frank, I don't excel at anything and it never really bothered me until now. I've always thought of myself as a fairly balanced individual with no particular strengths... so why'd she have to go and ask that??? I mean for job interviews and stupid questionnaires etc. I've always played the outgoing, self-confidant individual... but that's cause I wanted the job... Damn it!
The only think I've come up with is my religions class, reading, and umm... can I say I'm a pretty damn good older sister? I don't know. I'm not good at doing things on my own and I hate it. I love to dance, but I'm not good. I've been really bad about taking care of myself lately. I think I should strive to excel at something this year...
Hey! how about writing?! that's good. And giving back; all my life I've taken and I think it's time to give back. There you have it. Sometime before 2008, I will bust my ass to improve my writing abilities and the world around me. I feel all warm and fuzzy now. :D

A top-selling book in the state of Florida is, "Gourmet Cooking with Alpo (as in dog food)". Sorry I don't know more about this topic but my criminology prof. was talking about it today in class. Anyway, most of its buyers are senior citizens.... how fucking sad is that? How dare we let ourselves get here. If you are interested, I googled it (because that is of course, the most reliable way to research any topic) and there seems to be no published copy available to the internet audience. However there was single blurb about it at the end of an article (http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1319/is_n1_v30/ai_18304310) leading me to question it's validity... though I cannot write it off completely...

Emerill says to pick the pacific halibut over the atlantic halibut to help the dwindling population, fyi.
(<------That's a big-ass fish.)

I wanna go to the zoo. I don't want life to be wasted on me.